I am constantly humbled by spiritual beings, like Hans, who choose to vibrate on a higher plane and offer guidance as well as reminders of the things I must still learn.
An Interdimensional Marriage
When you cohabitate long enough with a spirit who is also your twin flame, it eventually begins to feel like an interdimensional marriage. Ten years ago today, my spirit guide, Hans, revealed himself to me via video. I have written many times about this before in previous posts. I never get tired of delving into these events because often there is another layer to be uncovered about that time and about my connection to him.
As I reflect on these ten years, I see how much I've grown and learned about myself, about Hans, and about my ability to connect with spiritual beings that exist beyond the veil. I don't pretend that my journey has been free and clear of problems. In fact, at times it has felt as if I have been dealt one spiritual emergency after the next, fraught with indecisions, confusion, and depression that reminds me of just how human and how flawed I am in spite of my perpetual quest for spiritual development.
It has been ten years of wonderment, magick, miracles, and laughter, too. The supernatural never ceases to impress and amaze me. I am constantly humbled by spiritual beings, like Hans, who choose to vibrate on a higher plane and offer guidance as well as reminders of the things I must still learn.
Transcending Fear-Based Labels
Shamans refer to my connection with Hans as a spirit husband. This term is often used as a negative term by those who either get mixed up with a summoned djinn or possessive spirit, or become frightened by the encounters due to religious upbringing. Hans is considered "demonic" by some Catholics in my family simply due to the fact the in the Catholic faith, all meddling spirits are suspect of demonic origins.
But today, I am not going to focus on such fear-based labels. Today, I want to celebrate my ten years with a spirit man who has taught me more in this past decade than I have learned in all my years combined. His presence in my life has brought me a sense of peace and tranquility, smoothing out the edges of my otherwise frenetic existence. He has introduced me to spiritual practice that incorporates pagan, shamanic, and buddhist principles. I seldom, if ever, feel alone and that in and of itself is a blessing.
So thank you, Hans, for being in my life and for offering such delightful gifts that utterly complete me.