Collapse Trauma (Part 2): Lockerbie Bombing + Journal Entry of Processing Hans's Past Life Shadow
Nothing would prepare me for what I would endure when I found out about Pan Am 103 exploding over Lockerbie Scotland.
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"I write to discover what I know."
– Flannery O'Connor
Jacqueline
- Jul 7, 2021
- 6 min
Collapse Trauma (Part 1): “Untergliechness"
I justify this dark obsession—the vicarious mental reenactment of my death—by anchoring it to a forensic engineer's technical deconstruction
Jacqueline
- Jul 4, 2021
- 1 min
Writing on the Wall
Sad song by Bob Moses. The entire album, Days Gone By, is a requiem for the Surfside collapse + for my past life collapse trauma.
Jacqueline
- Jun 23, 2021
- 4 min
Using Poetry to Heal Current and Past Life Suffering
The process of writing poetry offers a sense of release and healing. Poetry can also help us to work through current and past life issues.
Jacqueline
- Feb 3, 2019
- 8 min
Bidding the Ghosts and the Illustrated Novel Farewell
He stood at the foot of my bed, staring at me without blinking, repeating, “Normandy, Normandy,” even though his mouth remained closed.
Jacqueline
- Jan 31, 2019
- 5 min
Walking Together in a Small German Town
Accounts of an astral visitation with Hans + poem that resulted from the encounter.
Jacqueline
- Nov 16, 2017
- 3 min
The Race Dream and the Soldier Ghost
The following memorable dream and apparitional experience were directly captured on Blogger on 11.16.2017 at 12:07 PM, and edited on...
Jacqueline
- Nov 14, 2017
- 2 min
Nocturnal Visitation: Ich sehe dich in der Ferne
Early this morning, around 3 or 4 am, ich sehe in der Ferne, I see you in the distance, hovering in the black void, smiling...
Jacqueline
- Jun 7, 2017
- 2 min
Let the Madness Continue: Latest Photo Acquisitions of Bombed Out German Cities During WWII
After being haunted by the Brandstätten images in December, I decided to purchase original photographs of WWII bombed out German cities.
Jacqueline
- Jun 6, 2017
- 3 min
Transforming a Kriegsmarine Sailor into a Goth with an Aphrodisiacal Mensur Scar
As it frequently tends to happen with my art-making process, I tap into ethereal realms, channeling ghosts and unseen energy, reaching...
Jacqueline
- Apr 2, 2017
- 3 min
Dear Ryan…
You passed away on June 2, 2016, in your house. You left behind a partner, a two-year-old daughter, a sister, a brother, and your parents.
Jacqueline
- Feb 24, 2017
- 1 min
The Erotic Years, 1940 – 1945
The Erotic Years, 1940 – 1945 is a controversial picture book depicting trysts between Nazi soldiers and French women in occupied France.
Jacqueline
- Jan 13, 2017
- 4 min
Apocalyptic Reverie: Doing the Mushroom Shuffle in Berlin
The air literally felt strange, as if I were being pricked by something that was on the verge of detonating.
Jacqueline
- Dec 29, 2016
- 5 min
“Colonial Amnesia”: Germany Wrestles with Its Past (Again)
When nations acknowledge past atrocities and compensate for their mistakes, it sends a clear message that the past should never be forgotten
Jacqueline
- Dec 25, 2016
- 2 min
Weihnachtsfrieden: The Christmas Truce of 1914
The soldiers that had only hours ago aimed weapons at each other now shook hands in no man’s land, offering gifts, exchanging POWs.
Jacqueline
- Dec 24, 2016
- 1 min
Funny, Fucked Up, Frightening
Look Who's Back, directed by David Wnendt, paints a grim and disturbing portrayal of Hitler returning to contemporary Germany.
Jacqueline
- Dec 10, 2016
- 1 min
Blitzed
Die Krupps music video on the same topic.
Jacqueline
- Aug 28, 2010
- 3 min
My Heart is Like an Artichoke: A Performance Art Piece, Fall 2002
First year MFA students were required to put on an exhibit in the Charles Addams Gallery within the first two or three weeks of arriving.
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