Collapse Trauma (Part 2): Lockerbie Bombing + Journal Entry of Processing Hans's Past Life Shadow
Nothing would prepare me for what I would endure when I found out about Pan Am 103 exploding over Lockerbie Scotland.
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"I write to discover what I know."
– Flannery O'Connor
Jacqueline
- Jul 7, 2021
- 6 min
Collapse Trauma (Part 1): “Untergliechness"
I justify this dark obsession—the vicarious mental reenactment of my death—by anchoring it to a forensic engineer's technical deconstruction
Jacqueline
- Jul 4, 2021
- 1 min
Writing on the Wall
Sad song by Bob Moses. The entire album, Days Gone By, is a requiem for the Surfside collapse + for my past life collapse trauma.
Jacqueline
- Jun 23, 2021
- 4 min
Using Poetry to Heal Current and Past Life Suffering
The process of writing poetry offers a sense of release and healing. Poetry can also help us to work through current and past life issues.
Jacqueline
- Sep 9, 2020
- 1 min
How to Fake It 'Til You Make It
Endure, safe-guard,
allocate & squander your best years
to this inscrutable quest.
Then...metamorphosize
into a thing of splendor.
Jacqueline
- Feb 3, 2019
- 8 min
Bidding the Ghosts and the Illustrated Novel Farewell
He stood at the foot of my bed, staring at me without blinking, repeating, “Normandy, Normandy,” even though his mouth remained closed.
Jacqueline
- Sep 8, 2017
- 5 min
Wake Up, America! Preface to Blind Love*
It’s time to wake up, America! We need to take responsibility and be held accountable. Our collapse is fully justified.
Jacqueline
- Aug 4, 2017
- 4 min
Blitzed Baby! Psychedelic Marines, Subterranean Dreams & the Heroin Epidemic
The synergistic blend of the Pervitin high and "autotelic violence" allowed soldiers to remain impervious to the consequences of war...
Jacqueline
- Jul 19, 2017
- 1 min
Abandoned Berlin: An Apocalyptic Dream
Sea green paint peels off its interior cracked plaster walls—the remnants of war—bones of lathe shamelessly exposed and disfigured.
Jacqueline
- Jul 12, 2017
- 4 min
Ewiger Wald: The Roots of Ecofascism and My Love for the Real Eternal Forest
Given Germany’s deeply rooted connection to the woods, I had always assumed that its forests were robust and covered much of the country.
Jacqueline
- Jul 11, 2017
- 3 min
Battling Dyslexia: My Jumbled Brain, My “Careless” Grammatical Errors
Typing is akin to using an Enigma machine, especially if I over analyze the keyboard...
Jacqueline
- Jul 10, 2017
- 1 min
Make Donald Drumpf Again
Tired of seeing Trump's name all over the internet? Well, now you can make Donald Drumpf again with the Drumpfinator browser extension...
Jacqueline
- Jul 7, 2017
- 4 min
The Controlling Flow Conundrum
What was supposed to be a 4-day weekend of editing my story, ended up being a basement flooding nightmare.
Jacqueline
- Jun 7, 2017
- 2 min
Let the Madness Continue: Latest Photo Acquisitions of Bombed Out German Cities During WWII
After being haunted by the Brandstätten images in December, I decided to purchase original photographs of WWII bombed out German cities.
Jacqueline
- Jun 6, 2017
- 3 min
Transforming a Kriegsmarine Sailor into a Goth with an Aphrodisiacal Mensur Scar
As it frequently tends to happen with my art-making process, I tap into ethereal realms, channeling ghosts and unseen energy, reaching...
Jacqueline
- Jun 3, 2017
- 0 min
Jacqueline
- Jun 1, 2017
- 3 min
Drumpf Pronounces Death to the Earth
The fate of our planet has just been decided.
Jacqueline
- Mar 27, 2017
- 2 min
Avoiding “The Night Porter” Trap (and Website Updates)
Although Blind Love is an edgy and provocative illustrated novel full of “Nazi heartthrobs,” it is actually about the resistance movement.
Jacqueline
- Feb 24, 2017
- 1 min
The Erotic Years, 1940 – 1945
The Erotic Years, 1940 – 1945 is a controversial picture book depicting trysts between Nazi soldiers and French women in occupied France.
Jacqueline
- Jan 25, 2017
- 1 min
The Netherlands Welcomes Drumpf in His Own Words
Funny political satire from the Netherlands. During such dark times, laughter is the best medicine.
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